Judith Kusel ~ NEW ENERGIES: DISINTEGRATION OF LOWER SOUL SELF. 3038_474090749288876_1746347345_n This is the time for immense energy changes, and what will impact the most at this time is the disintegration, the leaving, the dying, of the Old Adam, the Old Eve, so that we can be resurrected and reborn into our new Adam/Eve Kadmon Lightbodies. So many of us have been put through severe initiations in the last few years and we have had to shed skin after skin, memory bank after memory bank. We have been stripped naked and bare to our very core soul self, and then some more. That little boy, the bewildered teenager, the little girl and the bewildered teenager, has to be released, for it is the LOWER soul self, the animal self, which makes us sometimes behave irrationally, and holds on prisoners of fear: the fear of truly opening ourselves to love and being loved, the fear of abandonment, of loss, the fear of dying, the fear change, the fear of having to move out of our self-made prisons and into the utter freedom of just BEING. The Higher Soul Self KNOWS and is not planetary bound, but flies free cosmically. It is the infinite expanded version of ourselves, the limitless soul which has had billions of lives, parallel lives in cosmic Universes and Omni verses. It limitless, eternal and therefore knows no time and bounds. It is free to BE – just BE in any existence or form. In Ancient times those high adepts and initiation could easily shape-shift into any form they wished to adopt for certain energy work. They literally BECAME the force, in allowing themselves to be disintegrated and reassembled. There was no fear of loss of the physical form, for one was not attached to this form. One knew that the physical body was but a vessel, a vehicle one adopted for a short eyewink in eternity, for its true soul-form was that of pure Light-energy. The Higher Soul Self knows just LOVE. It cannot be other than love ever expanding upon itself. However, when our lower soul self rules us while we are here on this planet and are sinking into the Sea of Forgetfulness, fears move in to hold us prisoner, and blame, shame and low self-confidence, low self-worth, make us shrinking violets who fear the power of love and who fear the catalyst of change. We hold on for dear life to our pain, our fears, and our limitations. The Higher Soul Self knows only love, and in expanded form, knows no fear, knows no loss, knows no boundaries, for it only functions, operates from a cosmic KNOWING and deep inner WISDOM, that knows that there is no such thing as fear, no such thing as ever losing love, nor gaining love, nor does it see limitations. It only knows the cosmic expansive BEINGNESS, CONSCIOUSNESS in its limitless form. I gained this understanding of the limitless, the expansiveness of the Higher Soul Self, in those times when I was asked to open up massive energy portals, and I literally had to allow myself, my lower soul self, to be disintegrated, so that my Higher Soul Self, could totally step in and allow itself to BECOME the energy and energy fields and then allow all to shift as it should. The I, as in my lower self, the fearing, bound, I, had to completely leave so that this energy clearing work could be done. It gave me immense understanding that when I was totally able to step up and into my Higher Soul Self, then it did not matter what happened in and around me, it did not matter how everything disintegrated, I could stand fully in my power, my Higher Soul Self power, and allow myself to be expanded cosmically into the infinite realms, where I BECAME that which was ever Present, ever expanded, ever re-creating itself. There was no fear of loss, no fear of disintegration, no fear of losing self, no fear of losing bodily form, no fear of change or expansion. I had nothing to hold onto, to cling to, no self-made empires, no self-made prisons, and no self. The SELF had disappeared, but simultaneously activated the limitless ME, the limitless SOUL-SELF, the TRUTH of who and what I am. This is now exactly what is happening to all of us at this time. The Old Adam and Old Eve served their purpose. This was the lowest form of existence the human soul ever experienced on this planet in the 3D world. This is now disintegrating. We will only fear change, fear to love another soul with all that we are, or fear pain, or fear to lose ourselves totally and our self-made prisons, if we refuse to let go. Some people cling onto their little boy, girl, then teenager, the lower self with all they have, for that little one is like a bewildered and scared self, who is scared to lose, scared of loving with an open heart, is scared of being hurt, is scared of being abandoned, is scared of the world at large. It conjures up fierce and scary monsters, where in reality there are none. It always find excuses not to love, not to be, not to expand, not to get out of its own prisons and comfort zones. It fears its own power most of all, and it fears taking responsibility for its own life, in the measure of what the soul wishes to bring in. Once it was hurt or pained, it builds fortresses around itself and its heart, and then some more for the very frightened and hurt inner child, wants to cuddle back into the mother’s womb for protection and not face the world at large. There is no need for that little child anymore. That little child and teenager, has to now step up into the higher vibrational frequency fields, and in truth it cannot go there. It has to disintegrate in order for the true soul self to step through the portals opening up, and into the full expanded soul-core-self, the Higher Soul Self, which knows no limitations. Only the Higher Soul-Self can step into the full power of Co-CREATION, which is what the New Earth will be created from. I see this as expansive consciousness, the conscious awareness of co-creatorship and taking full responsibility for what one creates. One cannot truly love another human being, as long as that fearing inner child is present, for one will always hit out where one is most vulnerable, create fortresses because one fears pain, and separation, one fears that in loving the other, something will have to give way – one fears a dying inside and outside oneself. This has to be released so that one can step into full soul maturity and full soul activation as well as incredible high ranking service work. We cannot allow ourselves to be shrunk by the lower soul self anymore in these next few months and years. We have to step into full maturity and full activation, as well expanded cosmic service. The Old Adam and Eve and all the fear-based personas, the lower self personas, the masks, the pretense, ALL of it, has to go. If we are not willing to let go of this consciousness, parts of ourselves will disintegrate, and if we cannot sustain our physical form because of this, we will have to leave the planet. This is the reality of this time. As the earth ascends in to much higher and more potent frequency bands, our lower selves have to be put through the fires of purification and this is what this time is all about. Purification. Disintegration, so that we can be reassembled into the much higher version of ourselves and into expanded consciousness and BEING. Let those who have inner ears – hear with full activation. Let those who inner eyes – see with full activation. Let those who have knowing – understand with full activation. Let this be written. Let this be done. So it is for all immortal cosmic Sun consciousness. (Judith Kusel) http://www.judithkusel.com